Tuesday, 5 February 2013


From Belgium
Year 1996
Beautiful scenery it was. Vik always enjoyed this solitary moment when he is left alone in an alien land trying to figure out what more can he do with his limited resource of imagination.
Vik has never been a disobedient boy despite of the fact that he always enjoyed a bit of more freedom than other boys of his age. And this time, he actually had managed a place among the top 3 spots in his class. So there was no stopping for the little master now.
He was standing at the small entrance of the hotel. The hotel had two floors; each had a common alley with all the rooms adjacent to each other. Just between the 4 rooms, there was the staircase which to Vik's wonder went downwards instead of the normal city floors. He asked his father once if the underground rooms can be taken, but was disappointed when they learnt that all of them have been booked by a group of foreigners.
He looked at the other side of the field opposite to their hotel. All the other kids were closely monitored by the oldest couple of their group. Vik liked them. Kaka and Nina aunty were two very opposite characters but highly adorable. Especially Vik liked a few solitary meets with Kaka who shared his immense experiences and wisdom occasionally.
But this was no time for a discussion round. The sun was due to set in an hour and Vik knew very well he will be searched for after sunset.
Vik badly wanted to extend his escapade time. He looked around.
Casually glancing he caught a glimpse of the outdoor kitchen towards his left where his parents along with their family friends were all flocked together discussing over dinner arrangements. But none the less, he had been in this situation before, and he knew people are making merry. Further left stood the huge front gate of the hotel premises.
Diagonal to that towards the right was the dining place. Between the dining space and the right end of the hotel, Vik scrutinized the path which lay between the bushes. He had seen it when they entered the hotel and had portrayed it to be a kind of backdoor in his mind.
Before anyone could catch a glance at him, Vik stealthily moved down the stairs.
Sikkim trip has always been a pleasure for Vik, for he loved to scamper through hard boulders and stiff cliffs. And this trip was a superb one, given the sceneries they caught at Tonglu. However, Vik didn’t get a chance to stretch his legs there, as they were in very high altitude, and were in a tight schedule. Coming to Lachen, he knew he had a day to spare and fulfill his trekking aspiration.
But the real attraction lay elsewhere.
Every time, Vik has gone for this solitary adventure he has ended up in something new. Be it the 'seahorse hunt' at Gopalpur, or the 'cave visit' at Kedarnath, and even the lone trek to the top of a small place called Varsa in their last Sikkim trip a year back.
At the age of 9 years, Vik thought he had gathered enough knowledge of tourism and always craved for some time, when he can scale to places alone to have the full view of the beauty around and to put his creative thoughts into actions.
Vik trotted down the steps, within a while he saw it leading to the road downwards. Coming to the broad road he turned left. The path seems to lead to the other hotels of the place. He heard the laughter of some guys.
Vik turned right which looked more promising. A little way up the way a deviation caught his glimpse. Vik followed by instinct.
After a jostle with the bush and thick tree branches, Vik saw a clearing. Carefully coming forward, Vik smiled.
It was the kind of place he was looking for. Infront of him stood the mighty Himalayan range including Kanchenjunga. The beauty of the snow clad mountains and the sun close to its setting time always amazed Vik. Just a few steps ahead the clearing ended in a stiff cliff which met the other mountains around in the dangerous valley below. Dangerous!
 Ahh...  Cool, silent, deeming light, snow capped mountains in front. Vik considers his heaven. He pulled his notepad out and started scribbling down whatever came to his mind, an old habit of Vik. Half an hour passed by in no time. Sun has gone behind one of the mountain peaks but it still held enough light. The sky was all painted red.
Vik was startled by some voices nearby him. He knew one thing, he is at his own and he has to be super careful. He was not aware of any danger that can happen to him. Still he always aligned to his father's warning to be careful. Vik thought to now end his escapade and be at least at a range where his voice can reach his parents in worst situation. For the only thing Vik knew that if he is in danger his dad can pull him out of it, be it anything, from monsters to bad guys.
Coming back to the broad road, Vik saw a group of foreigners, merrily swinging in their path on some odd kind of tune. They were in between Vik and the upward stairs to hotel. This was a situation Vik had never faced before. He had seen foreigners at many tourist places, but only from a distance. He had seen them in a few Hollywood movies, and tended to like those movies better than the popular Bollywood movies. But he had never come across this situation, where his path is blocked by a group of foreigners. They looked quite among themselves, and Vik prayed they had not noticed him.Vik quickly ran his thoughts. These guys can be good, but the probability of kidnap still lingered in his thoughts. Vik knew he is tremendously afraid of snakes and he freezes when he sees one. The situation now is not that worse, but Vik knew he has to act quickly. He looked back to the place where he was seating so far. No it’s too late, darkness has already started and he knew it wasn’t long before his parents would now look for him. The thought of his parents seemed to soothe him and he trotted forward. Vik tried to put up a brave face and walk confidently. He kept his eyes down, avoiding eye contact. Just when he was walking past the foreigners, Vik looked up and instantly he knew he made the wrong move.
"Hey young guy, are you lost?" Vik froze.
Thanks to the English teacher at school, Vik understood what was asked to him. He saw the man, tall, extremely fair, a bit pale, a nice lock of golden hairs on his head. He was the last man of the hurdle, and Vik cursed himself not to have sped up.
Nervously he looked at the man and after what seemed to be ages he could only manage to utter 'No'. He knew he was inaudible, so he took a step forward, nodded his head and this time, uttered loudly "NO", and started to run towards the hotel. He pushed through the bushes and when he came out in front of the hotel, he saw all have joined in front of the dining space for the evening snacks. It was about time and Vik ran straight to his mom.
He has never uttered a single word about his lonely doings to anyone apart from his diary. And he was determined to keep this as secret too.
Everyone around looked happy. Vik grabbed a sandwich and sipped the tasty soup served. It says good food cheer you up. Vik was never a great lover of food, but the warm soup somewhat seemed to add strength to Vik, and his thought went back to the incident a few minutes ago. He recollected and he felt ashamed. For his name stands for someone who is not afraid of anything. Sparing snakes Vik also isn’t much. It kind of hurt his young eagerness to run like that in an unknown situation. Vik finished his soup and indicated his mom for a refill. The sandwiches were also quite different than what he gets back home at Calcutta. By the end of the snacks, Vik was convinced that he had acted like a coward. Still there was no solution to it, as there was no question of returning back in search of the foreigners.
After the snacks, kids were kept with their parents and everyone circled around a round table for a drinks round. Vik wondered if the spirits were really made from the foreigners’ piss.
Vik saw his mom leaving the table and walking towards the hotel. He followed her. Just outside the dining place, he looked up to his mom and asked
"Ma, are foreigners dangerous?"
"No, why will they be?? Did someone do anything to you?"  Mom quickly scrutinized Vik's posture.
"No, just asking."
“It’s not about foreigners and Indians, bad guys can be anyone. Same goes for the good guys.”
“But they seem so different!”
“It’s because we do not know them. We should not suspect anyone unknown; that is a bad habit. And the only way to know a guy is by talking to him.”
“But how can I talk to them when I don’t know proper English even!”
Mom paused and looked straight into Vik's eyes.
“Come on, I know you are good with the basics. But the reality is that the foreigners even do not expect you to know proper English. You know your language Bengali well, even can manage a bit of Hindi. English is a bonus for you. They do neither know Hindi nor Bengali. You are certainly at a better position here. And do not forget, they are the guests of our country, and it is you who should greet them. They may have come from different countries, and some may not even know English properly themselves! Now get on with it. Be smart and confident. You portray the picture of a young Indian lad to them, and you got to put up a nice picture!”
Vik noted all what his mom said in his mind. He wasn’t sure he understood every bit of it. Still he felt better, more encouraged and extremely ashamed of his previous cowardice as he realized his folly now. He put his arms round his mom with a sigh of relief. Mom kissed his cheek and continued
You can probably catch a chat with the foreigners staying in our hotel. Let me know how it goes.”
Vik nodded and went back to the dining space. He knew it was time for his dad to bring up the card game with his friends. Vik enjoyed sitting beside his dad, not fully aware of the rules of the game. But the intensity was attractive enough. After a while he saw his mom return and rejoin with the other women of the group to prepare the dinner. Vik was lost in thoughts. He started to chalk out a plan to trigger a conversation with the foreigners.
“Can you get me my traveler pouch quickly?”  Vik’s trance was broken by dad’s voice.
“Yup and Vik trotted towards the exit door.
Just outside the dining space, Vik froze again. A group of foreigners was just in front of him, about to enter the dining hall. Vik recognized the tall man with the golden hairs immediately.
“Are they following me??” Vik thought.
He slipped past them and rushed towards the hotel. He looked back towards the dining space. The foreigners didn’t seem to pay attention to him this time. He saw them enter the dining space.
Vik went inside the hotel room, took his dad’s travelling pouch, a kind of kangaroo pouch which his dad took out every time they travel. He knew it’s the most important thing, as his dad kept all money and tickets and every bits of important and miscellaneous stuff for the travel in that bag. He locked the room back, tightened the pouch on his waist with the belt, held it tight with his left hand to double ensure and rushed towards the dining space. He was relieved to see the known faces again.
Handing the pouch back to his dad he sat down to watch the game. But this time his eyes were also elsewhere like his mind. He searched for the foreigners, none could be seen. He saw the upward stairs towards the back of the hall. Something inside told him the foreigners should be upstairs only.
Half an hour passed by, still no sign of the foreigners. Vik looked at the clock, then looked around.
It was a very warm atmosphere with all friends and relatives flocking together, some with glasses of liquor in their hand, some with the various delicacies served around, card game has reached its climax, and an occasional humming or two came to Vik’s ear along with the constant flood of gossips and laughter. In short everyone was happy to the fullest.
Vik made a sharp glance towards his parents and slipped past. He took the staircase upwards, careful not to be too hasty to be highlighted, nor too slow to be caught. As he was at the upper quarter of the stairway, he heard a heavy laughter. The voice itself shook Vik from head to toe.
What am I doing.. What am I doing... “ Vik panted, but before he could put any other thoughts to his mind, he found himself straight in front of the foreigners’ table.
Focus… Focus...”  Vik took a deep breath, but nothing came out from his mouth. The foreigners on that table were deeply engrossed in themselves. The man he recognized from the earlier party was at the extreme right corner of the table.  Vik realized he had not been noticed and took a step backward, still facing the table awestruck.
You want something boy?” A huge guy sitting towards the left of the table growled at Vik, which Vik thought to be a very rude with an unforeseen chewy tone.
Where are you from?” Vik threw the question straight to the man with the golden locks. Clever move. Vik knew addressing someone would reduce his trouble, and so it was. There was a general round of laughter on the table, though Vik never found out the reason for so.
 “I’m Heiner, from Belgium, and most guys out here are too, thou we have a couple of colleagues from France and Denmark and Mark here is the sole Brit.” The guy stopped with his finger pointed at the huge figure on the left of the table.
What about you man, what’s your name?” Heiner, the man with the golden hair bent forward and signaled Vik to come towards him.
The next few steps are still written in golden letters in Vik’s memory. For in those 2-3 steps forward, he made up a completely new chapter in his life!
Vik. I am from Calcutta.”  Vik was in better control now. Can you give me a coin from Belgium? I like to collect coins”.
Lie. Plain and simple lie. Vik badly wanted an excuse to talk, but didn’t know how and where to start from. Vik knew nothing about numismatics but simply had to make up something to defend his smartness. He didn’t want to look stupid with a blank face.
He hey, we have a coin collector here. Does anyone have change of Franc in their pocket?” Heiner asked everyone. None of them seemed to reply positively. Heiner turned towards Vik and said Sorry young man, looks like everyone is using Rupees out here. Hard of luck I must say”.
Well Vik found a clear indication that he wasn’t encouraged there any more; still he wanted something out of his little experience. He continued to stare towards Heiner.
There was something in Vik’s eyes that convinced Heiner. Maybe it was the disappointment, maybe the expectation that lit the two stones suddenly seemed to be fading away, or it may just be that Heiner was missing the smile from a very young and enthusiastic face.
Come with me. Let’s see what can be done. and Heiner lifted his tall figure and asked Vik to follow him.
Without any other thoughts Vik followed him. They went passed the ground floor where Vik saw his people still having fun, dad still engrossed in the game, but mom was not there. Vik had enough thoughts already than this and he simple followed Heiner spellbound. Heiner opened his room in the hotel and invited Vik to come in. Vik preferred to stay outside.
After a few seconds Heiner came back with a smile.
“Looks like we have a pretty lucky evening tonight!”  Heiner handed over a coin to Vik. It was the most beautiful coin Vik has ever seen, better than any coins in India. It was golden like Heiner’s hair; one side with a face with is divided by an uneven line in between. Opposite was imprinted 5 franc.
Now you gotta show me all the coins you have.” Heiner laughed while locking his door back.
“This is my first foreign coin”. Vik responded in a daze. He heard his mom’s voice upstairs. “I have some Indian coins, but have not brought them. But from now on I will collect coins of all countries and show you. I will.”
“Ha ha, sure young man. Keep collecting. I am happy to come first in at least something!!”
Vik thanked profusely and rushed towards his mom upstairs.
Year 2013
Vik does not remember at all what happened next and have never met Heiner again. But he still relives that moment. Till day Vik remembers the whole incident and how he rushed towards his mom with tears in his eyes and a golden coin in his hand. The whole incident looks to be very stupid when Vik remembers at later ages, but still he always stores a laugh whenever the memory flashes back.
The incident inspired Vik to take up a new habit in the form of numismatics, in hope of meeting with that man again down the lane. He has a personal collection of international coins from more than 50 countries currently, with thousands of domestic varieties of coins. The 5 franc coin still shines amidst other coins and still remains dear to Vik ahead of the new Euros and other currencies.

P.S: Names of person and places have been slightly altered just for fun. Everything else pen sieved straight from author’s memory!

Saturday, 4 August 2012

Intezaar hai

कभी था गुरुर तुम्हारे साथ का
आज दूरियों से जुडी हर बात है
कभी दुनिया  में ऐब  नहीं आता था नजर
आज तोह उलझाने ही जैसे हमसफ़र


ये तन्हाई ऐसी छाई
के अब ये आलम है
के ख्वाबो में भी तुमसे
मुलाक़ात नहीं होती
 तस्सवुर की हकीकत  पे मात नहि होती


एहसास तुम्हारे ना  भुला पाते है
और नहीं होते है हासिल
हर घडी  तुम्हारी यादो से परेशां है ये दिल


कभी हर राह पे तुम्हारे चर्चे होते थे
आज तुम्हारे जिक्र से भी टूटती नहीं ये खामोशिया
जाहा थे तुम्हारे जलवे और तुम्ही से जहा होती बहार है
वही आज विराना है , मै हु और तुम्हारा इन्तेजार  है





Yaad teri dhua dhua

दूरियों से सुलगती है
याद तेरी धुआ धुआ 


एक तो ये मदहोशी बेपन्हा 
उसपे ये बेचैनी खामखा 
उसपे इतना सताती है
याद तेरी धुआ धुआ 


रोके से नहीं रुके ये तूफा 
हर तरफ है फैला तस्वीरो का आसमा 
बेवक्त ही आ जाती है 
याद तेरी धुआ धुआ 


कैसे इसको समझाए ये मजबूरी 
ख्वाइशो के साथ सब्र भी है जरूरी 
एक झलक तो तरसती है 
याद तेरी धुआ धुआ  


पर अकेलेपन में तन्हाई में 
मायूसी की गहराई में 
दिल को बेहेलाती  है ,  समझती  है 
प्यार से सेहेलाती है 
याद तेरी धुआ धुआ 

Wednesday, 14 September 2011

I had a secret wish
I wished to see the rainbow
See all the colours blend
Together yet so different

I wondered sometimes
If thee rain came pouring,
Would the sun shine 

And what if the wretched rain washes away
All thaat the rainbow had to say
I would curse the rain softly

Everyday
For a rainbow I would pray

Then one day ,it poured heavily
One moment and the rainbow was gone
It did not wait for me

Yet I loved  the rain so much
I forgot everything about the rainbow




























Monday, 22 August 2011

Forget Me Not....

Of all the times we have been together
This time is hard and different
As in life we move further
Moments of past will be rare and faint

Both of us will trode on our own way
All this time we knew this would happen one day

When you were by my side
I felt I was strong
Hard Times didnt seem so hard with you along

Now both of us will ahve to move on
Before we realise time together will be gone

Forever for your happiness I will pray
As the parting moment arrives there is one thing I wish to say

None of my days will end without your thought
And you my friend, Forget me not 














Wednesday, 17 August 2011

Spare him O’ Death, Take him not
For he has not bid farewell yet
Thoughts of his words unspoken, deeds undone
Will for ever haunt his loved one

Spare him some moments O’ Death
To say goodbye
For a kiss, a hug,
For the last he would do
If knew today we would die

Be patient O’ Death
In the last moments of his
For they will be lived and relived in somebody’s memories
When u take him apart
U will also take a piece of someone’s heart

Be kind O’ Death
When you take him away
For his kin will surround him
When in your arms he‘ll lay

Be gentle O’ Death
For though no man will ever
Sing praise in your thought
But if be a little kind
Cursed you’ll be not

Tuesday, 16 August 2011

पाहिले आकाश नेहमी घरट्यातून
धिर नाही मनी वाटे जावे उडून

उंच उन्च उडावे 
कोठे संपत हे आभाळ बघुनी यावे

उडाया शिकवे चिमणाई 
चिमणाबाबा विचारांना पंख देई

एके दिवस मारली भरारी
पहाया धरणी हि सारी

हळु हळु हे कळले मला
आंत नाही या आभाळाला

मन आता म्हणे सगळे सोड 
लागे घरट्याची ओढ

मागे वळून पहा जरा
संध्या झाली परत फिरा

वाट पाही चिमणाबाबा 
चिमणा आई हाक मारी
अपुले घरटे नाही दुसरे कोठे
ओलांडली हि धरती सारी

या आकाशाला पक्षी आहे अनेक
चिमणा आई बाबांना मी एक